5:40:00 AM

**wanie, awatif n me

**our pap n mak

well 2day pap n mak off to mecca, to do their hajj..doakan smga pulang dgn selamat, jd hj n hajah yg ma'brur..

1:52:00 AM

humph..hate it so much..hate all da unhappy atmosphere around me..
been so bz coz byk sgt org datang kat rumah..ave to cook again and again, wash da cup again and again and today da little hafiz come..yea kene jd babysitter for a day.. Last nite, mmg bengong skit kot..hehehe, i really dunno wats to cook again..i told my mum dat i dun ave any idea wats da dinner menu..and thanks mum, coz blanja makan pizza..(b'jaya wat muka sedih)..went to alamanda wif lil wanie n zahi..hehehe love it, tp b'tambah sakit hati coz there's a sale but can't shopping..duit xda..huhuhu..

1:36:00 AM


well then can't stop blogging again.. Just now i do a little visit to my friends blog, friendster, facebook, etc.. Do really missed them..but then i got something that really catch my eyes on it..yea finally da truth is there. For all this time 'hamba Allah itu' keeping da secret from me..but i'm not da little girl dat surely wouldn't know how to surfing da Internet just to double check about it...why do i so stupid about this.. I do realize about it already but keep saying to myself dat everything is ok, nothing to worried about. And YES, i'm always pretending dat i'm so stupid, dunno everything, coz i hope dat 'hamba Allah" will tell me da truth. I hate hurting others people, and may be it would be OK if i walk away.. I'M DAMAGED..

1:26:00 AM

yup its really good to be home..jmpe ngan sma org dat truly LOVE ME!!!
ok then its da kenduri doa selamat for my parent (they will go to do their haj diz 22nd nov) and also doa selamat for zahi (will b off to do his 1st duty). da menu?? only lauk kampung but really love it..da guest??everybody la..my siblings (of course), my parent friends n mine too, but then ader org yg x dtg (which we do love him very much)-dunno where is he actly (dear Fara, i will tell u da rest-really need some1 to cry on)... And a big thank you untk sape2 yg datang..

7:35:00 AM

t'lalu banyak sangat kerja..i've to prepare my makp proposal, but then miss 'him' already. well da 1st riadah for the kem is 'adegan memetik buah rambutan'. i really dunno about dat, im da follower kay..they said can pick the rambutan fruit for free. Sampai jek kat tmpat tuh kne fire ngan pakcik pnjaga kebun rambutan. we thought dat all the fruit in da UPM is for free, yea kan banyak, tak kan la nak biar busuk mcm tuh jek. benCi pakcik tuh..

ok then, its been a while
been bz n selodomly on9 lately so kind of neglect the blog thingy mood..hehehe
ok i wil summarise wat happen diz week la (da mtm kem)..

1) da 1st day is for makp thingy again..so frustated, can't sleep well, always remember da stupid things, and da makp proposal??x siap lg...and of course muka sma org jd masam jek ble sbut psal makp nih. dwang sma dah dpt their own tugasan.(hopely korang happy kay..hehehe)..sma kene siap b4 malam.then kene present (hahaha).sma ok lah..













2) we went to da bukIt ekspO, release tensen la konon..b'sambung la adegan memetik rambutan-yg tak berjaya..









3) i do really want da rambutan, so da next day, i asked neena, k.aizat, n kudin to find da rambutan tree (naik basikal-semput ar)..we found some rambutan tree infront da fbmk (n xda pagar)..but then ader da security guard, so ave to ask their permission dlu ar..
adegan 1: kene ngorat pak guard (nisa)
adegan 2: cari tapak rambutan (k.aizat n neena)
adegan 3: petik rambutan (kudin)

10:08:00 PM

Ok done with all the mess (dat GUY) had done to me. I'm totally ok..(kot la) And i missed blogging, yea thanks to da exam month. Finish da exam on 4th Nov, but then ave to stay in da college. Well really hetric months for me, many things happen kot.

1) I copy diz from my lil bro..(The best damn disturbia)
we went to the TS open house..at Zooview just like what Maro just said that it just fine to make a story there..Back home we just so tired..so may be the situation awareness is so low so the bloody incident is happend to our family...My father is lost his phone...ya i know that it just a small matter but then what scary is the thief treat us to pay and just wait what happen if we are not follow what is he want..hurm such a good treat to us then my pap go the police station to make some report before something happen to our family.

2)My exam??damn dunno what to say. but hope everything is good, can get better than last sem. 4 paper straigt..duh..pengsan doh..But then, happy sesangat, dapat gak kluar jalan2..went to da cheapest store, wat i called them as china trip..hehehe



















3) Home sweet home..can meet all my siblings..but then da lil troops came, rumah jd haru biru..its Dani, Imran, Hakim, and Izmyr..da lil baby was sleeping..

7:30:00 AM

I HATE MORONS

I hate morons who keep asking me questions I've already answered many times.

Do u still love me?Do u know dat i miss u so much?Do u understand my situations? Where exactly in Mid Valley did u get them?How much are your crystals? How u wear ur selendang blah blah blah blah blah...

7:14:00 AM




** ola..im not in da mood, went out but feel bored..dunno why..may be diz song sesuai..

hey, let me tell you know.ohhhh baby.trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.i never used to go out without ya, not sure i remember how to.gonna be late gonna be late but, all my girls gon have to wait cause, i don't know if i like my outfit.i tried everything in my closet.
nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.oh, with nothing but your T-shirt on.
hey, gotta be strong gotta be strong but i'm, really hurting now that you're gone.i thought maybe i'd do some shopping, but i couldn't get past the door and, now i don't know now i don't know if i'm, ever really gonna let you go and i, couldn't even leave my apartment.im stripped down torn up about it.
nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.in bed i lay, with nothing but your T-shirt on.(i'm all by myself with)with nothing but your T-shirt onohhh, with nothing but your T-shirt on(cause i miss you, cause i miss you) with nothing but your T-shirt on.(said i miss you baby)
trying to decide, trying to decide if i, really wanna go out tonight.i couldn't even leave my apartment, i'm stripped down torn up about it.
nothing feels right when im not with you, sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im missing you.ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.in bed i lay.hey hey, nothing feels right when im not with you. sick of this dress and these Jimmy Choos.taking them off cause i feel a fool, trying to dress up when im mising you.(cause i miss you)ima step out of this lingerie, curl up in a ball with something Hanes.in bed i lay,(i would be in bed)with nothing but your T-shirt on.said i got nothing but your T-shirt on.hey,(cause i want to be close to you), with nothing but your T-shirt on.i remember when, you would like to see me, with nothing but your T-shirt on.hey,(nothing but your T-shirt on) let me tell you know (nothing but your T-shirt on)with nothing but your T-shirt on.