7:36:00 AM

here i go again
will end up my holiday with a splashing wedding ceremony
its abg eja's one
and i play as their bridesmaid (again..)last minute planning
the ceremony is on 27th Dec 2009 and the next day, is my 1st class for the new semester..crap

why they choose me
I'm not lovely or cute one for bridesmaid
low cost ma...no need to pay..huhuhu

i was launched at kak ti wedding as one of her flower girls
still remember that i have to 'ponteng' sekolah just to attend the rehearsal
i was in secondary school and cried a lot (scared)
ye lar ader Sultan Kelantan, Tun Mahathir (was the PM that time), Tun Abdulah Badawi (TPM), all the Gov Minister, and biss client from other country
full with protocol and fearful
but great memories..
the dress hunting with wanie and her mum
exhausted and finally made it at KLCC (just for wanie dress)

after that, i decline any offer as flower girl
ketakutan masih melanda
so, i just took the backstage job as preparing the hantaran..huhu

on May 2009, been forced as kak ina bridesmaid
and for two different ceremony
family and VIP
the family ceremony was right after akad nikah and it was simple
but for VIP ceremony, again, rehearsal moment
hate it!!!
but alhamdulillah, tiada tetamu kerabat
just Tan Sri Muhyiddin Yassin and the other minister

and for abg eja's ceremony, i kene paksa
no choices
the brides want it and i terpaksa terima
so, usually my partner is shah
but he can't make it (caused by unfortunate event-jari patah)
and replaced by another cousin (abg jue)
i really don't know him well, so nak xnak
but i have to!!!!!

the big problem is i don't have any suitable dress
since the pengantin didn't supply any dress for me
and since i do have my own dress for this kenduri (baru siap lak tuh)
but that dress was not suitable for the bridesmaid
just an ordinary dress!!! baju kurung moden je
dah la bagi tau lambat..pening2


me, shah n wanie

can't wait to meet them again


p/s: bile la my turn nak kawen..

12:47:00 AM

i got this as my school bag??


yup im going to have Choo's (x kire la bile2), its one of my wish.
and kinda crazy for Stud thingy..gotta have it too

10:57:00 PM

the beach that i miss for
yup its the beach at the backyard my late granny house
juz 50 meter from the house
near Pantai Irama, Bachok (15 min walk)
the best thing if balik kampung is, the beach and the shells
i love the shells and lots of them here
since my granny past away (Al-fatihah)
we didn't go back, even last raya puasa we also didn't go back
missed the morning time, woke up and heard the sound of the wave hitting each other

so this raya haji, i balas dendam la
drinking the soda (here they called it as air soda kelantan-lawak) with the junk food and facing the sea..wah best gile..
but the sea is dark coz its monsoon time
ans still there a group of lil boy swimming and playing even tho the wave was big
but quite good, release tension balik dari kenduri



Salam,

Long pause from me agian..
Just come back from Kelantan and still trying to adjust with my body.
backpain and headache after 10 hours journey

Eid Adha at Kelantan is awesome!!
food everywhere
our 1st day, we cooked the best of Sup Tulang, Singgang Daging, Kerabu Perut (they called it as perut dengan pencicah).
I promised fairlady to lose weight during this holiday.
but sorry can't make it tho.
the food is seducing me all the time.

Got kenduri or another wedding ceremony and alhamdulillah its not raining
well something happen at the kenduri
i met with the people with close minded from the village

The Story:

This village is proud with their Islamic thinking
so, everything have to be based on the Islamic value
which is true
i heard that 'bersangding' is not proper in Islamic term
because its represent another religion value
so, all the people in that village believed that
and they are the tipical kampung minded
in the village, they have their own jury to make and choose any decision for all of them
and they have to obey their decision, rules or else discriminate them

The family that having the ceremony is one of the jury
but her daughter which is the bride didn't like their family thinking
she wanted a wedding ceremony just like other people
kompang, bersanding, taking picture, and etc.
but, she have to follow the rules
so, her wedding will be no more 'berarak' or 'bersanding'
but still she asked the wedding planner to prepare the 'pelamin'
just for taking picture only

The groom side is from the city (orang KL)
so there's a conflict

When the groom family coming, they asked my mum
"xda kompang ke??"
my mum??why my mum??
well, since the bride mother is too shy and she said its forbidden for her to come down and meet the groom family, so my mum have to replace her la (pelik kan??)
so its 'berarak' time (i felt like - pelik, berarak tp senyap, mcm nak menghadap raja)
later, my mum take the bride to come doen and meet the groom to take him and back to the house (and suppose they sit on the pelamin la).
well its the 1st mistake: for the bride, never ever go out from the house
so, the pengantin sit on the pelamin (mind you, only pillow, there's not chairs)
and the photographer play his task
snapping picture's and he asked for the pengantin parents joined and suddenly the bride mother
dats the second mistake
tarik muka and angkat kain and masuk dapur!! what the heck???
the mother was crying so loud, screaming
memang drama swasta la..

why she's screaming??jatuh reputasi the jury la
she thought that her daughter is bersanding
and stupidly she's not taking any explaination
well, its not bersanding la. just taking the picture
if you're bersanding, of course there's bunga rampai, air mawar, and people throwing it.
so, sendiri sakit hati, wat malu dengan besan sendiri

And there's no makan beradab for the pengantin
kesian sungguh pengantin kelaparan.
when the taking picture is over, other people start taking the food and eating
the women eating place is inside the house
the men eating place is outside the house under the canopy
but they forgot the pengantin
so, my mum asked me to bentang the kain and take food for the pengantin
its memalukan (for me)

actually, back before the wedding ceremony
the bride mother critics her neighbour ceremony
because she's one of the jury so she said
"xboleh buat pelamin, no bersanding"
so, when her daughter did the same thing, malu la jatuh reputasi gitu

well, for the bride mother,
nak ikut nilai2 islam pun kene la dengan caranya
well, may be not bersanding is ok, memang betul
tapi tak kene cara ok
angkat kain tinggi2 kat depan2 semua orang boleh pulak
bukan ke tuh aurat
tibe2 suruh anak tukar uniform askar (since the bride n the groom is askar so they do have the uniform)
sebab apa??nak tunjuk ngan orang kampung baju tuh
la...salah tuh maksik oi..tuh menunjuk tuh..x boleh dalam islam nak menunjuk2
tak melayan tetamu, salah tuh
hah..daripada nak fikir reputasi-reputasi..get over it!!!!

Some of the orang kampung started gossiping and surely nisa dah kene blask listed.
well, my mulut kadang2 celupar jugak.
One of them asked me "pengantin bersanding ke?"
then i said "mana ada besanding, ambik gambar jek tuh"
she reply "eh bersanding la tuh, siap ader gerbang, pelamin, ish2 x baik sungguh mcam org hindu bersanding2 nie"
and my cousin said "eh ingatkan orang lame2 tau apa tuh bersanding ke tak bersanding kan"
and i answerd "haah la, bersanding tuh kene ade tepung mawar la, mcm2 lagi, eh makcik tau keh orang hindu bersanding mcm mane??"
then the maksik go away with red face. so, memang i kene black list la!!

here's the pic of me n mak on pelamin without kerusi!!

9:32:00 PM

Saya diharamkan keluar tengok Astro Boy ngan Twilight Saga ngan orang lain kecuali ngan Fairlady seorang.
(baik, faham la) so, bagi sesiapa yang ajak sy tengok kedua-dua wayang tersebut, hurmp simpan duit tu jek dulu ek..blanja nisa ngok crite lain.

Well Astro Boy, finally in Malaysia.
weird??for me yes.
may be some of you didn't know who is Astro Boy or mmg ader yang x kenal langsung.
he's a robot tapi sangat cute.
well, i grew up with all those animation thingy
somehow i regret (a bit) about Malaysia
the fashion, car, or animations stuff is a bit ketinggalan zaman

Mostly Indonesian girl's is more up to date about the fashion and how they dressed up is awesome.
I wore mini skirt, leggies, hot pants, etc back at Indonesia
memang la tak menutup aurat, tetapi apa kan daya that's the lifestyle...hehe
Some of the top designer dress is launching their collection in Indonesia first.
may be la, lately they do it here.
My school uniform transformed like the girls in the Sailormoon.
We cut our skirt shorter and wore high stocking.
memang best!!

Brabus car was out in Indonesia 1st
same goes to other car too

best kan???
yang x best hurmp banyak jugak la
gaduh sana sini
protest, demonstrasi

Biarlah

Twilight? missed my edward..
ade orang yang perasan diri adalah edward
"my hands slalu sejuk mcm edward tau"

Back to Astro Boy, i loved him so much.
I have my own collection (comic) for Astro Boy-if not mistaken la
but surely i have Sailormoon comic (colored version)
Neostryder have his own Dragon Ball (colored version)
And still remember, they have their own comic building
its really heaven, comic everywhere!!!
hopely Malaysia will do the same thing too

Astro Boy Website

11:51:00 PM

i want this


its Nike yoga bag if not mistaken
but then, the price is so so expensive(nak minta sponsorships from my brother's la-angan2)
many compartment's
can be a sling or handbag (as the pic)
and its YELLOW

dari jauh mesti korang cakap "ei tu la nisa baru sampai"

:(

10:35:00 PM

mum said may be x boleh balik kampung coz of banjir
our hometown kene banjir
actually, the banjir area is not at our place
tapi nak pg kelantan pun x boleh since machang banjir teruk
so, Kl-Klantan terputus hubungan

hate it!! tried called and emailing my supervisor for consultation day tp x boleh!!
she's still M.I.A
phuuh salah siapa??tu la lain kali buat kerja tuh biar siap awal2
xda la nak pening2..
(baik..)

yea..got tempahan for cookies
(Choc Chip Cookies)
walaupun dari mak sendiri for raya haji at kampung
by then, may be i will open tempahan next time
coz still don't know the pricing and packaging yet
sape2 pernah rase n nak tempah boleh bg tau ek..
need further negotiation..

tata..love..

9:11:00 PM

Ada hamba Allah bg msg nie

"Awk, sy disahkan menghidap cancer mulut"

heh??ape hal la pulak tibe2

"Nie tgh xray, xda ubat, tp kne g terapi"

what??wait2 cancer mulut ad terapi ek??
i called him, for further explanation. And guess what??he's still sleeping and its all a joke.

betul2 nak kene piat telinga kot


bagi orang tersebut, nak tau apakah kanser mulut sebenar-benarnya,  Click Here

Ola...

yup, M.I.A again.. coz what, no mood kay

Its been a week holiday and im bored already help!!!
my current work is, menjadi bibik terhormat di rumah hj satar at desa anita.
bangga betul nie, well my work start at 10am (sleep again after subuh-mmg la rezeki susah nak msuk).
and my routine:
1. clean the house (i mean the whole house) + waxing the whole perabot + cuci tingkap
2. cook (lunch + dinner) everyday
3. rajin skit make a preparation for evening snack
4. basuh baju
gaji???hehehe best siot= 0$

well, some said its kinda a persediaan before jadi isteri orang..tp penat gle la...

end up, i didn't finish with my questionnaire, and didn't get any approval from Kementerian Pelajaran for my research.

well, cut off with that, last week, there's another family ceremony (Miss R engagement ceremony).
im helping my sis in law for some of the preparation
she's in charge for the cupcakes, muffin, and a cake
and actually im not alone, Failady sista also helped.


the muffin is melting in the oven (baked about 180>)


my sis in law buat


well, there's many gossip in that event ( i hate it but i love it)
some of my aunty complaining about Miss A (my cousin) boyfriend
my aunty said Miss A boyfriend is so pemalas..ooopppss
maaf ya, blog dah jadi tempat ngutuk orang..
tp kenyataan gitu..

walaupun hanya majlis pertunangan, tp hantaran is 11 dulang balas 13 dulang..
x dapat ku bayangkan kalo kawin nanti..hurmp..(kawin bulan june 2010 if not mistaken la)

here's some of the pic..

aesha sofia turn 3 months (Miss Ifh, adakah anda puas??)

   hari kejadian,me with mak's tudung-sangat la besar

some of the hantaran, its not the real chili's but its a jelly

     cupcakes by my sis in law

   also by my sista!!

hantaran's dari pihak perempuan

miss r

fatin!!its our muffin inside the pie basket 


hafiz and aesha

well then, i missed them already..aesha is so cute and hafiz can't stop asking me  with his question. Miss Ifh, jangan jeles kay nisa dah tolong hug n kiss them for you.

My next project?? 
hurmp try finish up my questionnaire and do the pilot test. 
balik Kelantan for Hari Raya Haji.
Attend the baking class at Shah Alam on 5th Dec.
Attend abg eja + kak diana wedding ceremony on 27 Dec.
28 Dec 2009, start new class for new semester.

I missed Fairlady, Neostryder, Miss Ifh, Miss Z, and Fara..

Till then..

yup MERDEKA already, since my last paper is yesterday yeeehaaaaaaaaaaa
but then, the final project is distrubing me all over again
yea, admitted its my fault, i didn't sentuh pun since last 3 weeks.. other people finish their proposal, did their pilot test and me???nope and nothing..salah siapa??salah nisa la..bersuka ria je.. apakah rutin harian ku???

- facebooking all the time
- browsing internet, reading blog's
- penyebab utama?? "SPONTAN" - heh??apakah itu? go to Youtube and taip SPONTAN, i addicted to that lawak show.

By then, i'm one of ribuan orang (may be bizzilion people) who hate SENARIO, Raja Lawak. But, i fell in love with SPONTAN!!! i recomended this kepada all of u (sape2 yang dah habis exam or yg tensen kat tempat keje) to watch this show..mmg lawak tahap dewa..(walaupun kadang-kadang ku rasa mcm lawak bodoh).

I cried (huh x malu tulis di blog yah)..
why?? I hate Psychopatology, i don't know why, but really hate it. the psychopathology exam is suck, i can't answer it and almost all the question was bluring..my hand stucked for most of the time since i don't have any idea to write on the paper. So, i got migrain, kepala yang sakit sangat along with sakit2 badan. Padahal the next day ader paper Psychology Personality. Malam tuh, konon nyer la nak belajar dan tidak tidur nungguin the next paper. Tetapi, blame it to my migrain, i slept until 6.30am and my exam is at 8.30am. Serious i cried and called Fairlady and Miss Ifh. Dengan bangga masuk dan jawab soalan exam tetapi hati menangis sebab tak belajar pun.

The celebrations, i means sebab sudah MERDEKA, Miss Ifh and me went to Mid Valley and watched "Pisau Cukur" - memang lawak dan gedik!! Kite selalunyer akan sebut "Oh My God" but in that film, da word God tuh tukar dengan branded items nyer brand macam Gucci, Dior, Prada, Jimmy Choo, etc. Example??refer below please..

OH MY GUCCI!! berita panas, panas!! CONGRATULATIONs to ZURA and welcome her new baby girl.. Miss Ifh and me were looking for the present and damn (again) xda yang best. We off to Lovely Lace and saw baby dress on sale (RM99 sale 70%), so may be Lovely Lace is our choices. Memang ada Poney or Anakku or Mothercare or banyak lagi la. Tapi semua tak menarik di hati kami. Off to Baby GAP at The Gardens Mid Valley and OH MY DIOR (ala2 Fazura again) the dress, the shirt and all is damn nice and expensive!! But its ok then, we promised each other kalau dapat baby in the future mmg kene beli baby GAP!!! its a must!! So, for Zura's baby, no present yet. X tau nak beli apa.

Kami menikmati pemandangan at The Gardens (since Miss Ifh never berjalan-jalan kat The Gardens yet) and so i managed assist her and show her around The Gardens. Sempat masuk Mark & Spancer and grabbed my fav biscuits ever!! Dark Chocolate Digestive Biscuts at only RM9. I suggest you to try it..Mmg sedap!! Other than that, you can try their butter biscuits or the chocolate's candy yang mmg best.

After that, spending my time with Miss Ifh along with Fairlady n Mr Din (they late) and talking nonsense..
Some of my convesation with Farilady (after tragedi Drama Swasta, sebelum ini):

Fairlady: Betul awk nak buat mcm tuh??
(same question for about 4x)
Me: ya!! tapi saya tak sanggup buat mcm tuh kat awk!!

Bagus x??somehow thanks Miss Ifh for the advices.
Okies, till then love ya..

P/S: for me, don't use the Gucci, or Dior word again ok..gedik!!!